Saturday, August 05, 2006

Huckleberry Mountains


Copyright © 2006 Barry G. Moses.


Copyright © 2006 Barry G. Moses.

My son and I went back to Monumental Mountain to pick huckleberries for the coming ceremonial season. It is an important and enjoyable resonsibility. Many times I felt the huckleberry spirits looking on with approval and admiration. It was a wonderful experience, especially since I got to share it with Dakota.

The Catepillar


The Catepillar...
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When I was picking berries on Monumental Mountain, I saw this amazing little catepillar. Actually, it was kind of large and grotesquely fascinating. I would say it was about 3 inches long and at least an inch thick. Can anyone identify it?

Camping on the Mountain


Dakota tends the campfire...
Copyright © 2006 Barry G. Moses.

I've owed Dakota a camping trip for three years and finally fulfilled my obligation. We stayed one night on Monumental Mountain for our annual huckleberry expedition.

Meyers Falls


The upper part of Meyers Falls.
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Inge brought Dakota and I to see the upper portion of Meyers Falls. The falls are an important part of the town's history. Before the construction of Grand Coulee Dam, the current town of Kettle Falls was named Meyers Falls. The old town of Kettle Falls was removed when the flood waters of Lake Roosevelt approached the level of the town (though it never actually flooded the townsite). Most of the residents removed to the town of Meyers Falls and then renamed the town Kettle Falls. Confusing? Somewhat. Anyway, there was some resentment over the change, and apparently the Meyers family moved away in protest.

When I was a kid, I used to hike by the falls with my dad and Inge. Nowadays the power company blocked off the major portion of the falls with a massive fence. No one can enter to appreciate the beauty of that location. Sadly, Like historic Kettle Falls, yet another natural wonder surrenders to the "progress" of man.

Heidi


Jonas and Heidi...
Copyright © 2006 Barry G. Moses.


On Wednesday night Dakota and I stayed over at Kettle Falls with my step-mother Inge. We visit so rarely, and I see her daughter Heidi even less. We got a short visit with Heidi and her son Jonas. As I introduced Dakota, I realized how far we drifted apart since my father died. I hope we can change the course of previous actions and heal the separation between us.

Imagine the Falls


On the bridge...
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Standing on the bridge overlooking the placid waters of the Columbia River/Lake Roosevelt, I try to imagine what Kettle Falls must have been in the days of its glory; Indian people gathered from all around to participate in the great salmon fishery. What I wouldn't give to see the falls just once in my life.

Spirit of the Mission


My students walking up to Saint Paul's Mission.
Copyright © 2006 Barry G. Moses.


Dakota at Saint Paul's Mission.
Copyright © 2006 Barry G. Moses.

On Wednesday, I led a group of community college students on a special tour of Saint Paul's Mission at Kettle Falls. I presented the cultural and spiritual history of the falls and discussed the impact of white settlement in the region. The event culminated with a special presentation in the old log church, including several traditional songs from the Plateau Salish people. I sang two hymns in Salish and then one traditional song.

The feeling in that old church was electric. When I started singing the traditional song, several eagles flew up to the mission door and circled the building. A feeling of power fell over me and all around me. Every time I closed my eyes, I could hear the foot steps of people dancing. It was truly amazing.

Apparently, I was not the only one who felt moved by the experience. Several other people told me they heard dancing, and one Christian couple said they heard me pleading to the Father using God's ancient name Yahweh. They said they felt the Holy Ghost fall on me and that my singing reminded them of when they witnessed people speaking in tongues.

It was a sacred experience for all of us.

A great deal of historical trauma lingers at the site of Saint Paul's, from the loss of Kettle Falls, to a history of coerced conversion to Catholicism, and yet that place still holds unimaginable power from the ancestors and our Creator.

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Meeting Jack Miller


Jack Miller, Democratic Candidate.
Copyright © 2006 Barry G. Moses.


A co-worker from the community college in Colville arranged from me to have dinner this afternoon with Jack Miller, a Democrat running for 7th District Representative, Position 1. I tend to have no shortage of political opinions, but only rarely have I ever expressed those opinions in action. Of course, even now my actions are somewhat limited, but Mr. Miller and I discussed ways to increase voter turnout on Indian reservations in his district, namely the Spokane, Colville, and Kalispel.

We discussed a number of important political issues and cultural characteristics of Native American voters, but more than anything, I was moved by Mr. Miller's concern for average citizens. At the end of our meeting, I asked permission to post his picture on my blog, along with a few comments about our meeting. I felt very hesitant to ask, but he responded with surprising openness. "Government is the people's business," he said, "People have a right to know what we're talking about."

What a refreshing perspective in an age of jaded partisanship.

To learn more about Jack Miller's campaign, click the link below.

Elect Jack Miller

Monday, July 31, 2006

Colville Under Smoke


Main Street in Colville.
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The corner of Main and Astor.
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I left work this afternoon and found Colville under a cloud of smoke from forest fires in other parts of the state. The smell of smoke filled the air and the sun cast an eerie, orange glow over the city. Unfortunately, these photographs do not capture the experience with any degree of realism.

Sunday, July 30, 2006

Sunset on the Mountain


Copyright © 2006 Barry G. Moses.

As the sun began to set this evening, I stood on the mountain and pondered my own place in the world. Every time I visit that land, I feel something stirring within me, as though some deeper power were about to awaken. I also feel sadness, but I'm not entirely sure why. The spirits of that land are speaking to me in very subtle, but powerful ways. I hope I will be able to receive the message with a good heart.

The Garvey Family



Francesca's family invited me for dinner on the Mountain after the Wellpinit youth event. They basically took me in and counted me as one of their own. We talked about the power of dreams, spirituality, and Abe's adventures in Costa Rica. Many thanks to the Garvey Family for their love and hospitality.

Wellpinit Youth Explosion


Visitors from Korea sang at the drum.
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My Auntie Darlene sang at the drum.
Copyright © 2006 Barry G. Moses.

The Christian community on the Spokane Reservation pulled together an event for young people called the "Youth Explosion." The kids gathered on the Wellpinit Fairgrounds and heard Bible messages, drumming, singing, and other traditional arts. Francesca invited me. It was a lot of fun. I think the highlight for me was singing at the drum with Francis and Connie. Other people joined in the singing, including my Auntie Darlene. At one point, it was like the Holy Ghost fell on us, Indian style, and people started dancing and hollering. It was a wonderful experience.

The other highlight for me was when a group of people from Korea sang traditional songs from their country on our drum. It was beautiful and haunting all at the same time. Except for the words, the songs sounded just like they came from Indian country.

Abe and the Drums


Abe teaching the drums.
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Francesca (right) sitting with other learners.
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Francesca's son Abe came back from Costa Rica and taught a group of folks to play the African drums. That guy has a lot of talent and energy. It was a lot of fun to both watch and hear.

Neon Sign


Copyright © 2006 Barry G. Moses.

On our way back home from the mountain, we stopped to eat at a little roadside cafe in Usk, Washington. Nothing really unusual happened, except I saw the back of this neon sign and I thought it made a cool photograph.

Ancestral Lands


Flowers on Monumental Mountain.
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The Pend Oreille River near Usk, Washington.
Copyright © 2006 Barry G. Moses.


Yesterday my family picked huckleberries on Monumental Mountain, north of the Kalispel Indian Reservation. We met up with our extended family and picked together. The berried seemed a little more scarce than other years, but we still managed to get enough for our needs. We had a wonderful time together as a family.

We got to talking and realized our family has gone to that site every year since before anyone can remember. For all we know, our ancestors picked berries on that mountain for 10,000 years or more. It's a wonderful feeling to have a small part in that kind of tradition.

My recent ancestors were Kalispel. I feel such a close feeling to the land in that area, the mountains, the rivers; I love the way I feel when I go there.

Manressa Grotto


Dakota at Manressa Grotto.
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My family inside the grotto.
Copyright © 2006 Barry G. Moses.


My family stopped at Manressa Grotto on the Kalispel Indian Reservation on our way to pick huckleberries in the mountains. I heard they used to hold religious services inside the cave, but I don't know for certain. Regardless of the history, we love to stop there whenever we get the chance.

The Sisters


The Sister Missionaries.
Copyright © 2006 Barry G. Moses.

The sister missionaries visited our home the other day for dinner and a spiritual thought; Sister Edwards from Rexburg, Idaho and Sister Holmgren from Tremonton, Utah. We've had elders in this area for many years, but it's nice to meet new people. These missionaries are wonderful!

Thursday, July 27, 2006

Coyote the Mischief Maker



I almost killed Coyote as I passed over the Chewelah plain this afternoon. He bolted out from the tall grass, sprinted across the highway, and quite nearly perished under the wheels of my Ford Ranger pickup. He made a narrow and heroic escape, but I was unimpressed. I pulled over to the side of the road and threw offerings to the wind, hoping to break whatever spells he might cast in my direction. "Spilye!" I called out in my Native language, "I don't want your mischief!"

In all the old stories, Coyote helped create the world and ran errands for the One Who Sits on Top, and yet for all his grandeur, he never seemed to rise above his own petty arrogance, jealousy, and deceit. Oh, he sometimes gave wonderful blessings to the people, but not before inviting humiliation, disrespect, and ruin.

His gifts always come with a price. I'm not sure I'm ready to accept those kind of blessings again.

Miracle Worker

My brother-in-law Paul, the computer miracle worker, put his considerable knowledge to work and helped me figure out a way to retrieve my photographs from the computer crash. I wouldn't pretend to understand it all, but he helped me load a Linux operating system onto the computer and thus bypass the Windows XP error screens. Yes, I am helpless, but he saved the day.

Crash Update

I called my brother-in-law Paul, as I do in all computer emergencies, and he suggested several interventions I may wish to try before throwing my computer over a cliff. For starters, I will try loading a different operating system onto the computer and see if that helps. If not, he thinks I can plug the hard drive into another computer and possibly retrieve the data. I hope he's right. I can do all kinds of wonderful things with photographs and other software programs, but I'm lost when it comes to deciphering the mysterious inner workings of a computer. Meanwhile, I'll continue to post from an undisclosed, remote location.

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Crash

My computer crashed late this afternoon, leaving me with no way to retrieve or post more than 10,000 photographs I've taken over the last few years. Sadly, only a fraction of the pictures have been backed up onto compact disk. The computer error screen assures me none of the data was lost, so I guess it chose to simply holding my images hostage until I can afford to fork out the cash for repairs.

So what now? I suppose I'll have to focus on my writing until I figure out a way to retrieve pictures from my other hard drive or the camera itself.

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

First Presbyterian Church


First Presbyterian Church in downtown Spokane.
Copyright © 2006 Barry G. Moses.


First Presbyterian Church in downtown Spokane holds an elusive appeal for me. Sometimes when I drive by, I feel compelled to stop for a photograph, but then the building refuses to reveal its beauty and charm for the camera. The angles never seem to work right, or powerlines obstruct the view, or shadows fall in all the wrong places.

Today was different.

As I passed the church, the late afternoon sun cast a fiery haze over its beautiful gothic towers. Once again, I had to attempt the perfect shot. I'm not sure I succeeded, but perhaps I got a little closer than before.

Milk Bottle


One of several "Milk Bottles" in Spokane.
Copyright © 2006 Barry G. Moses.


This little building shaped like a milk bottle stands unobtrusively across the street from First Presbyterian Church in downtown Spokane. At least one other building of similar shape exists on West Garland Avenue, and is a diner with the name "Milk Bottle." These little milk-shaped buildings are charming in their own way, and remind me of a happy, bygone age.

Sunday, July 23, 2006

The Sphinx


The Sphinx at the Masonic Temple.
Copyright © 2006 Barry G. Moses.


I drove a friend downtown late in the evening, and then spent some time wandering around, feeling depressed, and half-heartedly looking for something to photograph. I had my tripod, and usually I enjoy taking time lapse photographs at night. But something about the night had me feeling down. Then, wouldn't you know it, the only place that catches my eye to photograph is the Sphinx by the Masonic Temple. The picture turned out nice, but it wasn't until I got home that I realized my father died at that very location a little more than 12 years ago. It was like that Sphinx watched over my father's passing, and then called me back all these years later.

Why did I end up there? What unresolved issue brought me back to that place, and does it have anything to do with how I've been feeling lately? Just when I think I'm done grieving, and have nothing left to give and no more tears to shed, some new layer of feeling reveals itself. What will I do now? What lessons will I learn that I didn't know before?

Saturday, July 22, 2006

Innocence and Wonder








Copyright © 2006 Barry G. Moses.

After we left Long Lake, we paid a visit to Edward and Christine on Vision Mountain. As always, we had a wonderful conversation. I really love those guys.

I took a series of pictures of my daughters blowing the umbrellas from the giant dandelions on Edward's property. It was Whitney's idea. I really like these pictures, because they show movement, rather than just one still shot. I think the photographs capture something of the innocence and wonder of my children.

Self-Portrait in Sunglasses


Copyright © 2006 Barry G. Moses.

I took this photograph when I was just fooling around with the camera at Long Lake. I thought it turned out kind of cool.

Swimming at Long Lake


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With temperatures topping 100 degrees this afternoon, we sought relief in the cool waters of Long Lake, near Corkscrew Canyon Road. Yes, it was very refreshing and the kids loved it.

Touring Heart Song


Dakota by the pond at Heart Song.
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Whitney playing drums in the Barn.
Copyright © 2006 Barry G. Moses.


Ever since I first visited Heart Song, I knew Rhonda needed to see it. She sponsors two or three women's retreats every year, and I just thought Heart Song would make the perfect setting for the work she does. Well, she and I finally got to see it together with our children and Rhonda's mom. We had a wonderful time with the owners, touring all the various facilities. By the end, Rhonda's wheels were spinning with all the possibilities. She's already making plans...

The kids loved it too. I think the best part for them came when we went up to the meeting room in the upstairs of the old barn and found a whole trove of musical instruments and drums. It was like a musical paradise. The girls were so excited with the instruments, they didn't want to leave.

We had a great time!

Family Day


Copyright © 2006 Barry G. Moses.

Our day together as a family began very early this morning. I woke up to find my daughters sneaked into our room and wormed their way under the covers; and they did it all without me noticing. Now, that's nearly impossible. I must have been sleeping quite soundly for that to happen, because usually I send them back to their rooms. In fact, I've been so consistent on this point, they never try it anymore, but maybe they came to our room today because it is the only room in the house with air conditioning. Whatever the cause, I found their little invasion more endearing than annoying. The day got off to a wonderful start.

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

The Prison of Your Mind


Copyright © 2006 Barry G. Moses.

You live in a prison made of concrete and steel, where knotted bands of razor wire carefully preserve judgment, lest pity dissolve your sentence too soon. The world stands with a pointing finger and demands justice from your very bones, but no confinement compares to the fleshy prison of your mind; for even after your release, you never find the freedom you dreamed of. As you walk the streets alone, captivity lives within you. The screaming synapses in your brain are stronger than any jail cell, and even friends become your enemies, servants to a greater evil. Laughing, they offer you one more drink, one more hit, and with crystal chains around your neck, they lead you back to slavery.

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Elder Wiltse Returns


Elder Wiltse with his parents.
Copyright © 2006 Barry G. Moses.

Adam Wiltse returned from his mission to Guatemala and we joined his family to welcome him home. The crowd waited anxiously to catch a glimpse of their return missionary and broke out into applause as soon as he came into view. I felt myself wanting to cry with emotion from the reunion.

Adam had a weary look on his face from hours of travel, and bewilderment from reverse culture shock. I remember the feeling well from my own return years ago.

He and I only had a brief moment to visit, just long enough to find out my former companion Elder Samayoa was his bishop for seven months. I'm sure we'll have lots to talk about.

Monday, July 17, 2006

The Moses Cousins


Some of the Moses cousins...
Copyright © 2006 Barry G. Moses.

My brother's daughter Ashley spent the afternoon playing with my children. I think they must have had a wonderful time because I hardly saw them, and I only ever heard them a few times laughing. I hadn't seen Ashley in several years, and I don't think she remembered me very well. They live in Alabama, near Fort Benning, Georgia. When she saw me, she looked very serious, then she smiled and said, "You look like my daddy." It made me very happy to hear those words.

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Family Home Evening


McKenna designed and presented the lesson.
Copyright © 2006 Barry G. Moses.

My family has not sat down together for family home evening in several months, but McKenna came home from church today and announced she would like to have one this evening; so she designed the lesson and presented it herself. For the lesson, she gave each family member a picture of someone praying, reading the scriptures, or doing some other positive activity. She asked each family member to talk about the picture and say how the activity depicted helps people be like Jesus. I thought it was a wonderful concept and she did a great job presenting it to the family.

The Teacher


Copyright © 2006 Barry G. Moses.

Anthony called me this morning and wanted to meet. We spent only an hour together, along with his girlfriend, but I always enjoy the visit. Seeing him always makes me feel a little sad because of the circumstances of his life. He's semi-homeless, and has a million other struggles. All I can really say is things haven't worked out for him the way we would have liked, but I suppose it'a a lesson in acceptance. It really is ironic; we've walked through hell together, but even misery can be a divine teacher. Where would we be without it?

Saturday, July 15, 2006

Francesca and Nate


Francesca and Nate, auntie and nephew.
Copyright © 2006 Barry G. Moses.


Nate and I drove out to Wellpinit to my uncle's sweat lodge, but no one else arrived for quite a long time. We thought we would be the only ones there, but just as the rocks were about to enter the lodge, two of my uncles showed up.

We finished much later than normal and drove home while I felt somewhat tranced-out. I ended up spending the night on the mountain with Francesca and Nate.

It's quite interesting I've known this guy for a very short time, but as I slept I had some very prophetic dreams about his life and future. Francesca, Nate, and I spent the better part of the morning talking about what I saw. Afterwards, we visited some of the sacred sites on the mountain and then I brought Nate back to his other aunt's house in Spokane. When we parted ways, I didn't want to end the visit, but things had run their course and I had to go home. It was a wonderful day.

Buddhist Stupa


Prayer flags flying over the Buddhist Stupa.
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Francesca and Nate contemplating the stupa.
Copyright © 2006 Barry G. Moses.


Francesca took Nate and I to the top of the mountain near her cabin to see a Tibetan Buddhist Stupa built some years ago. The stupa copntains relics from Tibet and has become a place of meditation for people of many faiths and backgrounds. She also showed us other sacred sites on the mountain.

Heart Song


Statue of Kwan Yin at Heart Song.
Copyright © 2006 Barry G. Moses.


Nate Garvey called me yesterday afternoon and asked me to pick him up from Heart Song, near Tum Tum, Washington. Once I arrived, he showed me the various facilities on site, such as the main house (formerly a barn), a dorm, a sauna, several yurts, and other various structures. We found this statue of Kwan Yin, Goddess of Compassion, in a grove of trees. It is a wonderful place. I would love to return for a spiritual retreat or something similar.

Thursday, July 13, 2006

Lunch in Colville


Inge and Jonas.
Copyright © 2006 Barry G. Moses.

My step-mother Inge Mebes invited me for lunch this afternoon at Colville's Cafe al Mundo. Her daughter Heidi and her grandson Jonas also joined us. We always have such a wonderful time sharing stories about our respective lives and common memories from my dad. We shared more than a few adventures in our day digging roots, picking huckleberries in the pouring rain, traveling to Canada, and visiting ceremonies on various reservations throughout the Pacific Northwest.

She told me a few harrowing stories from her childhood in the former Yugoslavia, but I will wait to write about that. She may eventually write her memoirs and I would not wish to steal her thunder.

Chataqua Days


Carnival rides at Chataqua Days.
Copyright © 2006 Barry G. Moses.

Passing through Chewelah on my way home from work, I couldn't help but notice festivities taking shape in the town's annual Chataqua Days. I stopped for a few minutes to take in the sights and get a picture or two. It looks like tons of fun.

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

God is speaking still...


Greek Orthodox Church in Spokane.
Copyright © 2006 Barry G. Moses.


Several months ago I posted a comment about the new roof on the Greek Orthodox Church of Spokane. Just as before, seeing the roof today reflecting in the sunlight made me feel a certain connection to the divine in the midst of a hectic day.

After work, I spent the majority of the day with an old friend, helping him get a new ID card, a birth certificate, and other documents he will need to get his life back on track. In spite of the rush, we managed to talk about serious things, like how treatment is going for him, and what he's learned from his life on the streets. He talked about denial and minimization as it relates to drug use. I feel sad, and hopeful for him all at the same time.

At one point, a song came on the radio, causing him to pause and reflect. He quoted the words as the music played:

"Whenever I'm alone with you, you make me feel like I am free again. Whenever I'm alone with you, you make me feel like I am clean again...

"However far away, I will always love you. However long I stay, I will always love you. Whatever words I say, I will always love you. I will always love you (The Cure - Love Song)."


He said an old girlfriend once dedicated this song to him, and now it reminds him that good things can still come into his life.

Somehow the image of that church tied it all together for me. Seeing the church reminded me of God's plan for me, and hearing that song reminded my friend of things he once hoped for and can hope for again. God is speaking still...

Monday, July 10, 2006

On The Road


Copyright © 2006 Barry G. Moses.

I drove about 215 miles today between my job in Colville and transporting a friend to Wellpinit. I'm exhausted, but I had to pause along a quiet stretch of highway to photograph this barn. I edited the picture somewhat to soften the jagged edges; perhaps in some kind of subconscious wish to soothe my nerves after a long day on the road.

Encounter With Bears


Copyright © 2006 Barry G. Moses.

I really love my little digital camera, but today was one of those days I really wish I had something with better capabilities. I encountered a couple of black bears on the Spokane Reservation foraging through the underbrush. Sadly, I have to give you a rather pathetic photograph of the one bear who decided to pose for me; but at least you may get an idea of how close they were. I found myself looking over my shoulder more than once, looking for the mama bear. Fortunately, I only ever saw these two.

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